Not what I was expecting...
Originally Posted at 05:10 PM on Nov. 13, 2003
...but this is what I ended up with. My more-incoherent blog is in me somewhere.
What do I want?
-I want to be happy. I want to wake up in the morning and say, let's rock, and face down my day. I want to actually want to get out of bed. I want to be excited about what I am going to do. I want to smile, not because something tickled me, but because its a reflection of how I feel.
How do I get there?
-I have to find what drives me. I have to figure out what it is I am interested in, and follow it. I need to make a decision, and I need to stick to it.
What makes me happy?
-Making other people laugh. Brightening someone's day by any means of which I am capable. Entertaining friends, family and strangers. Seeing people smile. I do so love seeing smiles. Straight ones, crooked ones, ones with missing teeth - The feeling that I put that smile on that person's face. A reaction that couldn't be held back as a result of something I did, or said. - Interaction with another person. Though, I generally don't like people. I find that connecting with another person makes me feel great.
Alone, what makes me happy?
-Efficiently using my time to an end that satisfies my needs. Whether I want to be entertained or accomplish something. If I am sitting back watching TV, and I can't find something I want to watch that I feel will entertain me I will turn it off and do something else. Hell, if I am sitting back watching TV, and I find something that entertains me, I always make sure there isn't something else on I wouldn't find more entertaining, or sometimes I'll watch two things that I think will keep my attention. I like being entertained. -- I like learning something I didn't know.
What pisses me off?
-My pet peeves. I don't like being irritated by any of the many things that get under my skin. My pet peeves are one of my pet peeves (go figure on how that works). Peripheral vision is oftentimes a curse. People that think they're better than everyone else. People that smoke with no regard for the people around them. People that rub it in when it's uncalled for (sometimes it is). Stoners who are wasting their time and their parent's money by coming to school here, dragging down the name of the school, and other students around them. Loud people at one in the morning on a weeknight. Irresponsible drunks, and people who don't think there is more to life/college than going out and getting drunk/stoned. - I am all for a good time, but that just seems dumb to me (to each their own of course).
What do I love?
-Smiles. Laughs. Genuine Hugs (few and far between though they may be). Kisses. Eyes. Connecting. Sharing. Brainstorming. Laughing. Being useful (not used). Being entertained.
Originally Posted at 05:10 PM on Nov. 13, 2003
...but this is what I ended up with. My more-incoherent blog is in me somewhere.
What do I want?
-I want to be happy. I want to wake up in the morning and say, let's rock, and face down my day. I want to actually want to get out of bed. I want to be excited about what I am going to do. I want to smile, not because something tickled me, but because its a reflection of how I feel.
How do I get there?
-I have to find what drives me. I have to figure out what it is I am interested in, and follow it. I need to make a decision, and I need to stick to it.
What makes me happy?
-Making other people laugh. Brightening someone's day by any means of which I am capable. Entertaining friends, family and strangers. Seeing people smile. I do so love seeing smiles. Straight ones, crooked ones, ones with missing teeth - The feeling that I put that smile on that person's face. A reaction that couldn't be held back as a result of something I did, or said. - Interaction with another person. Though, I generally don't like people. I find that connecting with another person makes me feel great.
Alone, what makes me happy?
-Efficiently using my time to an end that satisfies my needs. Whether I want to be entertained or accomplish something. If I am sitting back watching TV, and I can't find something I want to watch that I feel will entertain me I will turn it off and do something else. Hell, if I am sitting back watching TV, and I find something that entertains me, I always make sure there isn't something else on I wouldn't find more entertaining, or sometimes I'll watch two things that I think will keep my attention. I like being entertained. -- I like learning something I didn't know.
What pisses me off?
-My pet peeves. I don't like being irritated by any of the many things that get under my skin. My pet peeves are one of my pet peeves (go figure on how that works). Peripheral vision is oftentimes a curse. People that think they're better than everyone else. People that smoke with no regard for the people around them. People that rub it in when it's uncalled for (sometimes it is). Stoners who are wasting their time and their parent's money by coming to school here, dragging down the name of the school, and other students around them. Loud people at one in the morning on a weeknight. Irresponsible drunks, and people who don't think there is more to life/college than going out and getting drunk/stoned. - I am all for a good time, but that just seems dumb to me (to each their own of course).
What do I love?
-Smiles. Laughs. Genuine Hugs (few and far between though they may be). Kisses. Eyes. Connecting. Sharing. Brainstorming. Laughing. Being useful (not used). Being entertained.
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